urn run - prepLack of man power
had been haunting the medical field for the past 8 months. Since the loosening
of Covid control; hospitals around the island had been flooded with patients. Wards
were full and admitted patients had been backlogged and kept in the ED. The major
element leading to such condition was the lack of nursing staffs. The wave of
resignation had swept through the island and we ward were closed down. We had similar
problem and a whole floor was shut down. My name was marked on our roster
for 22 times instead of the usual 15. Any straight leave would land me on a very
long streak of continual shift. It was inevitable for me to tolerate such hardship
should I decided to proceed with the mission.
K was the roster
master and he would do everything to satisfy our need; thence the deciding
factor would be availability of the flight.
Price was not much
a difference as I was buying the ticket on a very close date.
Not much choice to
choose from however it still took me 10 days to make the final decision.
I had consulted my
parents about the ritual of moving when I finally get all the info and completed
the relocation site selection. My parents had been followers of Soka Gakai for
a long time and my bro was currently with Tzi Chi. I had asked them if they
wanted to bring some local followers up for chanting/praying and they had told
me it was not necessary. I had hesitated for a while about performing the
ritual all by myself. I had experience facing the dark side but yet performing
the ritual alone? It would be my first time for such ritual; not sure if I could
handle the price to be paid....
The date was fixed
eventually and I had planned to rent a car, put up one night in KL, proceed the
relocation on D2 and returned to KL on D3 for final preparation of taking flight
back on D4. I was still confused about getting someone accompanied me for the
whole process.
The great one had however
answered to my call; when I informed my bro about my decision and date of return.
He told me that he would be back during that period and would pick me up in KL and
complete the mission together.
The process had actually
stretched over few weeks before everything was finalized. The uneasy sense
cause by uncertainty was an agonizing event for me. Disturbance and unrest were
diluted by stress resulted from overworking.
I did not feel any
relief when I booked the flight ticket. There were so many events to worry
about; the extraction process, the 380km journey, the return flight from Senai
to KLIA and much more. I knew I would have to put my faith upon the Great one to
take me through the process.
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